I haven't posted in here since I started, but I need to just vent. I have fertility issues, I have had 2 miscarriages and was blessed with a daughter who is now 4 and the light of my life. I would love to just have one more but I am on over a year w. Clomid and prevara and nothing, just feel like garbage each month. I am thinking of stopping and just focusing on something else...
I am also a postpartum RN so seeing all these new babies and moms makes me slightly depressed. Esp. When some of the situations break your heart. ..
Maybe at 31 I should find a different focus.
Is that with just times intercourse? Have you looked at IUI or IVF?
I understand how disappointing and frustrating ttc can be
4 miscarriages and no children. I am fostering to adopt. I understand the feelings.
Have you considered using a surrogate? I know it wouldn't be completely the same as carrying your own child but you'd have a wonderful bundle of joy at the end.
Don't give up on your hopes 💜
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I wanted to carry the baby myself as the last time and I did t get to enjoy my pregnancy bc I was high risk and constantly in fear of losing her. And I dont know if I could foster I would get invested just to have these babies/kids go back to others. I have priced iui and ivf and with looking at a house theres no money. So maybe not meant tobe