Today I had a break down. I sat in the parking lot and cried. I don’t know if it’s because I’m just generally frustrated or it’s my hormones. I have a headache now 🤦🏽♀️😫 please send positive vibes my way.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Man, this happened to me the other day lol. Smh. I think it was probably a combination of the two. Pregnancy and life can get to you. You're almost there mama and I pray that things start to look up for you. Just remain positive and think positive thoughts. You got this. You're doing an amazing job. If you have to cry, let it all out. Shoots, I still tear up watching the scene from "CoCo" when he gets back from the land of the dead and talks to his grandmother telling her not to forget her papa. I mean, I know what's going to happen, I've seen it like a million times already and yet, the water works come on like clockwork. Smh lol