Hey mommas! I’ve been getting a ton of questions, but I feel the need to clear some stuff up. I’ve had at least 3 moms message me with concerns that my delivery goal is around 37 weeks. I personally cannot see myself making it even past 5 more weeks, along with my doctor understanding that it’s unrealistic. The whole point in this is that I am currently taking a beta blocker, which makes my blood very thin. I can’t have ANY of it in my system when I have my C-section because that will cause major complications during the surgery. We’re on this little regimen of weening me off gradually without putting my heart under too much strain. However, we had to start this process a little late due to other difficult feats in my pregnancy that I do not feel comfortable sharing online. My pregnancy is SO high risk and I’ve wanted kids for so long, this is all such a huge blessing. Its just one of those things that we have to take week by week and figure out, so if you have any concerns, I’d appreciate if you’d express them nicely. I am not a horrible mom and I’m very cautious even when getting a doctors input so Im not getting played. I’m in frequent contact with my doctor and I have an appointment. I’ll update after that.

Perhaps with posting something as personal as pregnancy, I shouldn’t be as disheartened when receiving bitchy messages. But this pregnancy has taken so much out of me, more than you can ever gage from a social media profile, and I will do ANYTHING to have my sweet babies turn out healthy.

It’s not always fair to focus on the negative when I’ve had an incredibly welcoming and heartwarming experience on this app. I was not expecting to be involved in such a cool community. So, thank you a hundred times over for all of the nice comments. It brings my heart so much joy to hear encouraging words. 😭

Like I’ve said, you have any questions I’m always open to talking. I hope everyone has a lovely evening 💗