Awake with heart burn if it’s not one thing it’s another. Pregnancy is rough. All the time for me. Huh. Excited to be done in 5 weeks but scared I’ll have a real human to take care of.i just worry I won’t be enough or as good as I need to be. Realizing I don’t know enough. I probably still know more than most but I like to be knowing everything I’m a type A person. I know silly fears is what people tell me.
Why are you having your baby at 34 weeks?
Everything will be great! 5 weeks is super soon! Are you getting induced?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I don’t know wtf is going on in my house, but it’s really starting to freak me out!!!! 😳


Look I know it’s not right to harm other people, but I understand her.
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer.
My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk out...
The dreaded change
Let me preface this post by saying that I know I'm old enough to be about 90% of y'all's mom, but a few of you are at least close in age to me, so bear with an old woman's ramblings for a minute...
No I have vasa previa having a csection