I’m so pissed off this morning. I’m so tired but having a harder time sleeping. Finally get back to sleep this morning and husband wakes me up yelling at me I left the upstairs door open and dogs peed and pooped upstairs. So clean it up. Let my freakin sleep. Why the hell do you need to wake the sleeping pregnant lady. I’m already doing more with putting thing away in the house than the doctor said I could, we had no choice but to move to 4 wks before I’m in the hospital. The help I was going to have putting things away backed out so I got no choice if I don’t do it it won’t get done. There’s no time for him to do it. He’s not a woman. Woman like me can normally not pregnant run 24/7. Work come home clean do everything for everyone. But men they can’t they r either too lazy or something. I try to give him a break but it’s like I go to the hospital soon there is no time then our son will be born and in nicu. On top of that he has to go to another training for a week. So really there r 3 weeks before I’m in the hospital and house need to be unpacked and ready. I’m so tired and worn out pushing myself harder than I have in me and I’m about to snap. I yelled at him for waking me up. I haven’t yelled at him in at least a yr. I’m just gonna cry this is all too much. I wanna call and yell at the person the backed out of helping me too but idk it won’t help anything. At this point I really wish I woulda set up a new counselor.