I am speechless just 3 months after I lost my uncle dereck at 51 years old. On Friday July 6th, 2018 at 9:15 pm. I lost my grandpa philip who I was extremely close to. This is even harder on me due to the fact I was extremely close to him. My uncle dereck I wasnt very close to. But I was still very upset when I found out that he is no longer with us anymore. He was a wonderful human being. And I am glad to have been able to call him my uncle dereck for 27 years. Now I am definitely not going to be the same anymore. After the death of my grandpa this is it. I dont know what to do anymore. I cannot deal with losing anybody else but I have more sick family members this is going to really be tough on me. Death is never easy and I gotta get used to never being able to visit my grandpa. I visited him 2 times a week. Now I will never see him again :'(