Today marks 1 month that my sweet baby boy passed away, Today he would’ve also been 5 months old! How ironic he was only…

Today marks 1 month that my sweet baby boy passed away, Today he would’ve also been 5 months old! How ironic he was only permitted to live 4 months of full joy and happiness! My Chalino was as sweet as can be, always so happy and so full of life. I miss you every second of every day, I can’t bare all this pain I feel. Some days I just want to lay in bed in complete darkness not giving a care of anything around me, but I know I can’t do that because I still have your older brother to take care of. I would give anything and everything to see you, to simply hear your giggles, to hug and to just have you in my arms again. I love it when I get to dream with you because I feel you so near. I miss you so much my sweet angel baby and I love you from here all the way up to heaven!💙