First prenatal appt gone wrong
So on Wednesday I had my registration appointment. I set up my Dr and all that fun stuff. Well to do an official dating scan the dr attempted to do ultrasound in the office (with the portable ultrasound machine) she had it barely inserted as I normally have pressure with a vaginal ultrasound and I had nothing. She says I don’t see anything. No sac, no baby. Your uterus is empty. (History of ectopic here) So I’m freaking out. And then she starts questioning me. R u sure u haven’t bled? R u sure no spotting? Like really? Had I, I would’ve been in ER not waiting for my appt. I’m a mess by this time. Then she goes on to say oh u must be super constipated, how long has it been since u had a bowel cause you are blocked up. Ummm I’m not constipated. In fact I went this morning (day of scan) and I hadn’t eaten anything in 12hrs so that’s impossible. So I’m questioning what she is even looking at. I’m sent to radiology, right away the girl says oh baby is active, moving arms and legs & flipping side to side, heartbeat of 166 (gender guesses welcome), healthy! In my uterus!!!!! So because of that DUMB “Doctor” I wasn’t able to get a picture of my baby this week! ?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?