feeling so impatient
8 days till my due date and I am so ready to be done. I just want to have this baby already. Guess part of the impatience is that I hurt and can't sleep because of it. But it doesn't seem like I'm getting any closer.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I want to try dancing to go into labor but at the moment I don't have any diapers for the new baby and my son needs diapers soon and my husband lost his job.... So I'm kindof not pushing it till I can find about $90. I'm so frustrated. We were doing so good then my husband lost his job and now we are so behind again. Every penny I've gotten goes to my son. I've always made sure he some how has everything he wants and needs but I just can't seem to come up with the money this time. Sorry I just needed to vent and get that out. I've been stressing so badly. I can't get foodstamps because atm I'm living with my dad and im not 22...which is stupid. So even though I'm married my dad is expected to feed my child and I until I'm 22. It's just so frustrating