True love:
While at the height of his post-vasectomy pain, dh was comforting me, bc i was once again crying about no more babies.
He assured me he would go have a reversal if it would make me happy. ?
He DOES love me. Lol
I will be okay, and i also know its what is best, for me and for our family. It just really is the hardest realization to come to!!!
I could have 100 kids and still feel this way i think.
I'm sorry you're feeling sad, mama. Hang in there. I'm pregnant with my last and it's definitely bittersweet. I know it's what's best, but I can't commit to surgery yet. On one hand I feel glad to complete my family and focus on the future, but on the other hand I'm sad that I'll never have another squishy little newborn. I get how you feel.
I think coming to realization this was your last baby is hard. I'm in a similar situation, kind of. We have three kids and have been trying for a fourth for nearly 5 years now. It's hard coming to terms that we want more, but that it might not be in our cards. I wish I would've cherished every newborn moment with my youngest that much more, but there was no way to predict the future and to know we'd deal with secondary infertility. I can't ever imagine saying I'm done
Oh, if reversal was an option, dh never would have agreed to it in the first place lol
I think its just going to be an emotional night at my house tonight. *sigh*

#mombassadorchat
Moms,
Today's #mombassadorchat is with @believeinbuddha on crafting!!
Here's her bio:
Hi there! I'm the Buddhist Mama. I am 27 years old and from central California. I have four children; Ava, Ella, Zeus, and Harley Quinn. I am no stranger to struggle and have seen my share of ups and downs in life. No matter what the universe throws at me I like to stay positive and take everything as a lesson to be learned and wisdom to be gained. I like to focus on what truly matters...


Thank you for loving me, teaching me strength and showing me pure innocent love. I feel lost, empty and broken - but in time I will be okay, because I know you're okay and at peace. Enjoy your fun in fields of flowers and endless laughter my sweet girl. Know that you have made an impact on the world more than anyone can see because you are truly amazing and I thank God for the time he has given us with you. I love you always and forever my princess Diana.
Rest in peace my sweet girl 👑👼💜💋
1/1/18-...
I'm so upset my husband just informed me, that my 16 yr. Old daughter told him while I was gone that I was a bad Mom with too many kids, that I was dumb because I dropped out of school, that she wanted to part in meeting her new sister in December. I'm so broken and don't know what to do!
Please pray and send positive vibes
Trigger. Please ladies, if you pray - please please pray that God's unwavering strength and peace just covers my husband and I over the next 24 hours. If you don't pray, keep us in your thoughts. I'm one hour from being induced to deliver my stillborn son. I'm not dreading the pain of labor and delivery. I'm dreading the emotional pain afterwards, once he's here. I don't know how I'm going to do this but I know we as mothers are strong. I'll do what I have t...


MIL fridge😒
Soooo after living with my in-laws for almost 7months now I decided to clean out their nasty fridge and their almost broken stove. Since we'll be moving back to Texas in a few weeks.
My FIL & BIL both love the work I put in that I didn't have to do. But My MIL is mad I threw out her spoiled and outdated food.
Smh.
My husband was happy too.
I don't understand why she is pissed off about it 🤦🏾♀️ maybe she wants to live with rot, mold & dirt. Smh.
I thought so. Lol
Like youre sitting here in some really horrible pain, but youd be willing to do it all over again, just to make me happy? Hes totally content with our family the way it is, but knows how much i love having babies. So it would totally be just for me.
I know men do it all the time, but not mine. ;) lol