Petty rant
My coffee tastes nasty, my toddler is super whiny and grumpy, and I have to take my 6 year old to winter break camp in the next city over before work. Today sucks. I want it to be Friday.
I am very uncomfortable and when I get to this point I make it a week or 2 max before blood sugars start messing up. So trying to count the days diwn to jan. Because I would love to make it till then. (10 1/2) but would really like to make it to the th will put me @ 37.3. But don't wanna be miserable till she comes.
I am non social right now, and not looking forward to inlaws showing up 1 hour or more late on christmas eve. Not looking forward to even them being over right now at all. Gonna do lunch presents in whatever order then bed. Then have to travel an hour on christmas hoping to be in a little better mood. And my son's birthday is on tuesday so once again in laws.
My coffee got cold this morning bc I had to talk with a few Mormons that we’re going door to door and wanted to talk about the Bible with me. I really had to hold my tongue on some things bc they’re always so nice and I really don’t like sh*tting on other people’s religions. ?? Also got super socially awkward when they asked if they could stop by again sometime and when I’m available. I was like ummmmmmmmmmm I don’t know. It’s kinda crazy right now soooo??
My coffee was also nasty, my paycheque didn’t come in which I guess isn’t surprising, my nose is finally draining and I don’t know if I like blowing it twenty times, I have had the slowest day so far, it’s snowing and it’s going to snow some more and this is my first year driving so it’s a little scary and well I’m exhausted and bored. Haha.
My 5month old used to sleep All night but he will wake up around 2-3 and I'll put him in the swing and he will fall back to sleep and stay there till 7am. Now he is too big for the swing so I got up a million times during the night to put him to sleep. I know #momlife but I'm coming from a time when my baby slept the whole night anywhere between 10-12 hours since he was 2 weeks old. Now he doesn't nap good or sleep the whole night. :(
I haven't slept much the past two days bc hubby has been out of town. My 3 year old and 1 year old can sense it and they don't sleep well either.
My 3yo hates eating. Every mealtime is like forced feeding - even his favorite things. Takes him over an hour to eat each meal, seriously, he sits there patiently and defiantly. It's exhausting to do this all week by myself! We don't even have time to do normal things because of how much time I have to invest in feeding these boys. Someone give me a break!
I stayed up late making dumb Pinterest Christmas cookies for my daughters preschool party today, then I forgot her gift for the gift exchange at home and had to go home to get it on the way home I ran over a cat and I couldn’t find it all while my 2 year old is screaming in the back of the car that he has to pee! We made it home but no sign of a cat. I need a nap and a good cry?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Well, today can go to hell!!! I just got an email that a kid at my son's camp has lice. I checked him and he's clear, but that's so annoying!