Thanks shinesam. We really should go grab coffee or lunch or something sometime.

I was doing ok today until about 30 min ago. Then I just started crying. But I've pulled myself together now and am going to go to bed. One more day.

Go Panda you encouraged me now I'm encouraging you. We live so close let me know if you need a listening ear or if I can help :)

Thanks everyone. I'm telling myself one more day. Which isn't entirely true but it's already today so I only have tomorrow to go. Right? Then it will be Fri and I'm getting it settled first thing.

I really appreciate all the comments. I come back and read them in my sadder moments. You are all amazing.

Panda is going strong at work.....hang in there girl.....you can do this....the stars are aligning!!! We are here for you!!!

Hugs for support!!!

I remember. Hope everything goes great! You definitely are one strong mama you can do this!!!

I was following your posts before you deleted them, understandably. I hope everything works out in your favor on Friday. You are one strong mama!

I promise this will all be over soon. This too shall pass. And when it does, when its all over with, it will be like a weight is lifted off your shoulders. You are so strong and you will make it through this.

I know you can't really talk abouti it, but I know you were ok with pm'ing. So if you ever need to just vent, just to get it out and off your chest, even if you're not looking for conversation about it, my inbox is open. Or even just try writing it down, typing it up, then destroy the evidence. You're carrying a huge weight on your shoulders. And I'm so sorry for that. I promise though, this too shall pass. It won't last forever. Even if it feels that way right now.

Haha model, if I could I would.

You can do it! You have all of us here supporting you every day! We all want the best for you and are rooting for you every step of this difficult journey! Hugs for you sweetie!!!!

I hope everything gets better for you soon. Stay strong!! You have helped so many people on here and I wish there were more we could do

I wish I could give you a big fat hug.

I'm sending you virtual ones and I remember what you're going through.

You're such a wonderful, beautiful woman. I hate that you're going through this s*** .

I wish I could help. Please keep us updated. I'm worried about you.

Xxxxx

Two more days until Friday honey!!! Almost there'

Thank you all. Every word helps. Love to all of you.

Hang in there.

Aww my fellow panda. ?My heart breaks for you and I wish there was something I could do to undo what you've been going through lately.

Hang in there mama. You're almost there. You're a smart, strong and beautiful person and whatever happens on Friday, we're all here for you.

@panda I've actually been thinking about you and your past posts for about a week and wondering what had happened with it. I know you can't explain but I will be thinking about you and hope you can have some peace with whatever news you get Friday.

I'm sorry your having a hard time! I hope everything looks up for you ASAP! Good luck hun!!

Friday isn't too far away! And think of that commercial with the camel in the office.. Hey what's today?! It's hump day! Wooooo! (almost)

But on a serious note, whatever it is you have going on it will get better. I tell myself this everyday and it helps. :)

You can do this momma...been here with you since the beginning of this mess and still here for you!!! Hopefully everything will be resolved and the news you need tomorrow is bittersweet!!! Friday will be here before you know it!!!

Stay strong!!! You can do this!!! You are worth a bunch!!! You are an awesome momma!!!

Get lots of rest!!! Here for you always!!! Chat soon!!!

Hugs for support!!!

A big cuddle with my babies always makes me feel better. Hope you had some time to de-stress! xx

Hey. Tomorrow is hump day. Look at pictures of camels celebrating! Keep your head up. Friday will be here before you know it.

Prays to the Big Man for you. (:

Thanks for the kind words.

Jade - I did an hour long workout tonight and drank a big glass of wine. Don't think I can do much else to de stress. Those are my top two. I have ice cream in the freezer, lol, but I tend not to eat much when I'm stressed out.

You're almost to Friday! I'm sorry you're having a hard time... Can you take a bath or go for a walk to de-stress? Ice cream is always a mood-booster (I'm only half kidding ;))!

I feel ya. Well, tomorrows Wednesday..and then it's a slide til Friday..so *halfhearted yay*..

Fridays not that far away only a couple more sleeps :)

Whatever's going on wont last forever.. Just a bump in the road

Hang in there mama things will look up soon