I feel so defeated and angry at myself, I'm having my baby in 2 weeks I'm not allowed to work because of my blood pressure problems, my stupid decision making has put my family in this horrible financial situation right before the birth of my second son. And I have no one to blame but myself, I haven't felt this low in a long time and I don't have a clue on how to make any of it better. My poor husband can only work so much and how do I repay all his hard work?? Screwed it all up by being gullable and naive evidently and I really thought I was making a smart decision buying that car. Finishing out this pregnancy in a depressed and lost state of mind, how do I not stress and raise my blood pressure even more after what I learned? Just felt like I needed to talk to someone about it my husband just keeps saying it'll be ok and well figure it out. All I can do is cry because I don't see how not only can I not financially contribute to help take the load off his shoulders I made it a thousand times worse. After leaving my nst test my check engine light came on, take it to be looked at and find out my uncle put the wrong parts in it when I paid him $1000 in parts and for his time less than a year ago. The wrong parts being in my car caused the engine to start malfunctioning and after driving it with the wrong parts it has cost me my engine that has to be completely replaced. In the last year I have paid $1900 in parts getting it in great running condition is what I thought we were doing. I bought the car for $12000 on a loan and two years later now I have to pay to replace the engine roughly 5000, and find out that I paid more than double what I should have at the time of purchase. If I try to trade it in for something different I might get maybe 3000 for it if I'm lucky and I still owe 10000. Leaving a negative equity of roughly 7000-8000 not counting the cost of the car I would be trading it in for. I don't understand how I missed being overcharged that much at the time I bought it, and im feeling incredibly stupid for paying all that money to my uncle to fix my car which instead of saving money on a mechanic from a business it has cost me my engine