I really have done more than try with this man. I have forced him to be in our sons life and I've been so forgiving and…
I really have done more than try with this man. I have forced him to be in our sons life and I've been so forgiving and kind to him. I gave up drugs four years ago and I'm never looking back. I guess he has chosen drugs over me, our kids, and having a family. I can never again put myself through what I went through last night. I told him he should have not come back last night then, and gave him the option to leave (his own apartment) and start again when he sobered up. He refused to even admit he was on anything but mentioned heroin at least a dozen times. Then when he was screaming and throwing things and lit a blunt inside the apartment, that was the end. Will he ever understand that it wasn't okay what he did? That he came home fucked off, to his sleeping child and sleeping pregnant mother of his children? He doesn't help me financially at all anyways but for sure he lost his job today because he fucked his car up bad. I would have always helped him get to work. I would have been understanding of why he didn't come home and that would have been the better option. Never againnnnnnnn. Never will he do that again.
babymay2016·
@redheaded_inkednurse Yes, I have allowed the irresponsibility for too long. He had really stopped doing drugs since our son was born but he's started again and it's the worst I ever seen him. He was yelling at me how he's "going through SO much shit right now, just leave me alone" As if I have no real problems myself or take care of our son on my own. I am going to let him do what he wants, but not around me or my kids. He knew when he did it that I don't stand for drugs around me or my children. He choose this. I just pray for him and I'm going to stay far far away.
Jenny Hyland·
Am sorry to tell you this but you WILL do this again. You also need to realize that he doesn’t care about his children why would he care about you? What you need is a dog because that is what he is to you. You allow him to treat you like that and unless you change he will be there.
babymay2016·
@seanvna Oh I surely hope that I don't, but you're right. I am working on doing this all by myself and I already am anyways. I can do this too. I gots my two babies to take care of and no dogs needed. Lol