It's been two months...
Two months ago, I woke up to my new reality; that even though my son's body was still in mine - he had already been called home. Two months ago, I had to do one of the hardest things any mother will ever have to do; bring my child into the world knowing that I would never hear him cry, never feel his warmth, and look into his eyes but never have him gaze back into mine.
Thank you all so much!
@Marissa - you absolutely can! I need prayers so badly, thank you so much. ?
I've never heard someone so eloquent and strong. You're able to see the light in the worst of situations. I admire that. I think about you often and pray for you. Sometimes life can seem so painfully unfair. Someone as genuine and sweet as you should never have experienced such pain as this.
Thank you, ladies! You have all been so wonderful. Every word of encouragement you've offered over these last two months has meant so much. Please know how much you all have helped me.
I never got to hold you,
Or kiss your little head
Or watch you sleeping soundly,
All snuggled in your bed.
I can't count your tiny fingers,
Or you even smaller toes
I won't see your smile,
Or your cute little button nose.
You're gone too soon - we don't even know
If you're a girl or boy,
Our hearts are filled with sorrow
When they should be full of joy.
I know you are in heaven,
Where there is no pain or tears.
You'll never get hurt or sick,
In heaven there are no fears
And though I'm sad you're not here right now
For us to hold today
I know we'll hold you in our arms
When we're in heaven with you someday
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#FamilyFriendPoems
God not only sympathizes with us when we suffer, but he also empathizes with us as well. His son died on the cross for our sins. So his love for us has an incredible way of turning things around on our behalf. Where there is grief and loss, God brings soothing and relief. Where there is pain and suffering, he brings peace and hope. Only he can turn our mourning into dancing and clothe us with gladness instead of despair during our darkest hours.
?Psalm 30:11 “You have turned for me my mourning into dancing; you have loosed my sackcloth and clothed me with gladness.
? Psalm 103:3 “who redeems your life from the pit, who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy.
The book of Psalms has always been inspiring to me, because David wrote it as a man who had endured suffering as well as great successes in his life. He knew what it was like to suffer the loss of a child, and in this chapter he reminds us that it is God who redeems our life from the pit. Whether it is a pit of emotional despair over a loss or an illness, it is the Lord that will pick us up and take us out of the depths of sadness. He will also crown us with his steadfast love and mercy—both symbols of hope and reassurance. It might seem impossible for the extreme sadness and grief we feel at the loss of a child to ever diminish or decrease; however, the Lord is our hope and our salvation, and he can turn our mourning into comfort. God wants to encourage us and relieve our suffering if we will just go to him at all times. And his word is powerful enough to bring healing and solace even during our darkest hours.
You are a woman of strength and love, God bless you and your family ?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
herpes..
I'm soo sad. I've been with my husband 6 years next month. Him and SS get cold sores I thought I would never get them. Blahhh my lip is soo swollen it hurts and its soo damm itchy. I hate it I hate it. My husband just got one 3 weeks ago I didn't kiss him or share cups. :(
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
This just made me tear up.
I'm so sorry?
Prayers for you and your family.