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Tera
Tera
Мама сына (1 год)

So the other day my son was eatting some chicken and out of now where he started screaming and crying and turning beet…

So the other day my son was eatting some chicken and out of now where he started screaming and crying and turning beet red so I’m like something is right I was thinking he was was wondering me that he was about to have a seizure so I strip him down to his diaper and wiping his head with cook rag, I wasn’t working so I keep hearing this squeaky noise when he would breathe as he was screaming and crying I just keep saying something isn’t right so I have him some ibuprofen then out of no where he couched the piece of chicken up I panic so hard on the inside but never on the outside but when I was all done I broke down cry because I feel like some since he has been born has gone through so much and I try my best to be so strong but I don’t be feeling like I’m strong enough I cried so hard.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

I got to leave to go home earlier today but I had to leave my baby boy behind in the NICU. He has very severe heart…

I got to leave to go home earlier today but I had to leave my baby boy behind in the NICU. He has very severe heart defects and very complicated anatomy and he has to go for his first surgery tomorrow. I'm a mess and can't stop crying. Being strong is so hard even though I have faith that things will go just fine. I know he needs the help to save his life, it's just so hard to be strong.