Sometimes I wonder how I do it. How do I stay in a relationship with my kids father if all he does is bitch and complain…

Sometimes I wonder how I do it.

How do I stay in a relationship with my kids father if all he does is bitch and complain that he's hungry he's tired and so on YES I understand you go to school from 8-1 YES I understand you work from 6-1:30 but what makes you think I eat or I sleep while your gone? Just because I'm at home all damn day stuck in a small ass room with 3 little girls screaming crying fighting I can't eat why because I serve my kids feed them save you a plate and some time there isn't enough or they want to eat my food as well. Make a soup or sandwich guess what they want it as well. The babies don't take a nap basically when they're older sister gets out of school at 3. So they're up from 6-3 you come home eat and sleep peacefully you go to work and I do it all over again with all 3 kids and at night. You come home sleep AGAIN peacefully while I don't go to bed until u basically get out of work why dinner is going to be late because I forgot to take something down or is it because it takes FOREVER for them to go to bed and the baby just wants to stay up. Making late night bottles changing diapers taking trips to the restroom. Then I get 30mins of sleep get up and do it all over again so please tell me I have it all oh and always cleaning and washing. I love him I really do but rn I just can't.