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Just a quick update. I'm still maintaining 5cm and 80%(last checked 5am) they don't want to be checking too often to…

Just a quick update. I'm still maintaining 5cm and 80%(last checked 5am) they don't want to be checking too often to avoid breaking my water. Contractions are being controlled with meds currently so they are few and far between for now but my last dose to keep them at bay is tomorrow at 1pm and then its up to baby to decide whats going to happen and how fast. I FINALLY got to eat after 26 hours. My BP is low from the meds. I'm bleeding some pretty good clots and mucus. I got all the steroid shots we need for babies lungs so hopefully when he arrives hes breathing as best as he can be. They just moved me from LandD to a rest unit because I'm pretty stable currently.So I'm going to try my best to rest while people aren't poking at me. I am getting more emotional by the minute but trying my best to maintain my stress.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my…

Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a…

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.

Birth Plan Rant I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have…

Birth Plan Rant I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?

So I took my meds at like 9pm last night I woke up at 2:45am with my breast killing me... begging that I took meds…

So I took my meds at like 9pm last night I woke up at 2:45am with my breast killing me... begging that I took meds should I keep the milk I pumped??