I haven't been on facebook in 7 months and now I want to just to gloat about my baby. I never even announced I was preganant cuz I quit before I knew. I feel like I quit a drug or something and picking it back up will be some kind of disappointment....but I really want to....its so weird how I feel about it. Its fun to see the shock on peoples faces when I say I dont do facebook lol. Decisions decisions 🤔

Any suggestions on pumping for a preme? Everyone says I'm doing fine but I'm on day 7 and still stuck at 10ml almost every time. Im pumping every 2 hrs, 3 to 4 in the night. My peak is usually like 6am. Im massaging, smelling my baby, listening to cries, drinking water....idk what else to do. I wana give up and sleep instead but I'm not going to, I'm determined to suceed. If I'm on the right track and this is normal I'll take the reassurance but I feel like I'm lagging behind and failing. My ...

As if having a baby at 29weeks, being in the nicu, being hours away from home, and not seeing my other kids in almost 2 weeks, and having problems producing more than 10ml of milk at a time, isn't bad enough...my husband is about to see a side of me he's not going to like if he keeps being a fucking selfish dick. This is NOT about you asshole! Im so over this whole thing. I just want my baby home so I have the freedom to leave if I need to. I know I'm going to be single at some point, it should ...

Today is emotional. I'm being discharged while my baby is stuck in the nicu😢 we live 2 hours away from the hospital but we will be housed nearby temporarily. My husbands car is broken so we are down to one with so much going on its horrible. I just want to have my baby home and be done. On the brighter sides hes doing FABULOUS given his early arrival so I'm hoping we won't be here as long as we thought originally but it still looks like it's going to be a month minimum...another good note is my ...

Hayzen Apollo Corbel has made his arrival! Born at 12:23am he weighs 3lbs 3oz. He's doing absolutely wonderful for being so early. Hopefully our stay in the nicu wont be as long as anticipated because he's a champ so far. I've never been so happy in my life. I'm so happy he's here and everyone is healthy. I'm sore but doing way better than I thought I would be. I was up and walking in 2 hours after delivery. It was a long 6 days of labor but once he was on his way it only took 5 pushes and he wa...

What a wild ride. Just got my epidural now just waiting on mr.man to show his beautiful face. I know he's super early but i can't wait to meet him!!!😍😍😍

Being at the hospital sucks :( I know it's where I need to be but it doesn't make it any easier. I just took my last dose of the contraction surpressant meds so after those wear off it's all up to baby and my body when things happen. Im getting more scared and nervous by the minute because my husband is not here and it'll take him at least 2 hours to get here if things do happen to progress. I'm sure we will be ok but I can't help but worry still. Im trying to be calm and stay away from the str...

Just a quick update. I'm still maintaining 5cm and 80%(last checked 5am) they don't want to be checking too often to avoid breaking my water. Contractions are being controlled with meds currently so they are few and far between for now but my last dose to keep them at bay is tomorrow at 1pm and then its up to baby to decide whats going to happen and how fast. I FINALLY got to eat after 26 hours. My BP is low from the meds. I'm bleeding some pretty good clots and mucus. I got all the steroid shot...

5 cm dialated. Hes definitely coming. Im scared as hell because I'm only 29 weeks but they do what they want. Wish me luck ladies this is going to be a long bumpy ride.

I'm not one to call the dr but I am in so much pain right now its unreal. Waiting on a call back is the worst!! I've been waiting for an hour now. Im having some seriously intense contractions about 5 mins apart and some spotting with heavy discharge thats been going om for 2 days now. I'm trying so hard to remain calm. I do NOT want to have to go to the hospital in this storm. I feel the baby still kicking away but this pain is way more intense and frequent than it should be to just be BH. Its...