I just need to vent a little here. I feel like no matter how hard I try to do what's best for my baby girl and baby boy whose fue in march the world keeps bringing me down. My boss had dramatically cut my hours at work. I was only scheduled to work for 16 hours this week but I managed to get a few more with the help of some co-workers who care enough to let me have some of their hours. I plan to talk to my manager and let her know that I need at least 4 days a week until I get my tax return because if not I will lose my car. I was planning to pay my car completely off with my tax money but working 2 and 3 days a week I barely make enough for my gas to get to work let alone make my car payments until I can pay it off. I talked to baby boy's daddy and explained that they are cutting my hours and I could lose my car and not be able to buy the rest of what baby needs before he gets here but he acted like it wasn't his problem that I could lose my job and my car. We aren't together and he barely even keeps in touch but claims he wants to be a part of the baby's life. And the reason we aren't together is all on him because after I got pregnant i found out he hadn't broken up with his ex the way he said he had. And when I talked to the girlfriend she confronted him and he denied being my baby's father and knowing I was pregnant and basically knowing me at all. He seems to have made me out to be a bad guy to everyone in his life as if I got pregnant all on my own. And now I'm stuck broke and about to lose my car because I'm pregnant and he doesn't see how that pertains to him. Being almost 27 weeks my chances of finding another job are slim n it of course I will try if I can't convince my current boss to up my hours. I've bought so much for my baby on my own but I haven't gotten a damn thing from him. This is the first time I've asked for help and I didn't even really ask I just told him my situation and gave him the opportunity to help but of course he didn't care. I brought up that he hasn't done anything yet towards the baby and he made it out to be my fault and said he had bills to pay too which of course he does but shouldn't his son be a part of that? I'm breaking down cause it feels like the universe just wants me to fail no.matter how hard I'm trying to make it on my own.