So I have to vent and I'm probably going to sound like a huge brat...I hope not....but my sister in law is getting…

So I have to vent and I'm probably going to sound like a huge brat...I hope not....but my sister in law is getting married next week (I'm a bridesmaid) and my husbands side of the family is very wealthy. Well I've been pregnant basically for the last 2 years with a 18 mo and 2 week old so I don't necessarily feel the best about myself...well my sister in law has had a facial &chemical peel every week, cool sculpting, boob lift, trips to charleston for custom dresses and shoes, hair appointments every week...the list goes on- and this is all curtesy of my MIL. Here's my point- I get that of course if you have the money go ahead and treat yourself you only get married once (hopefully)...but they came over yesterday with my two girls full outfits for every event in the wedding down to the socks and shoes, had my husbands suits and shirts and everything all ready for him and here I am....sitting here. Feeling so forgotten about. Maybe I'm having a pity party for myself? But I can't get out of the house because I have a newborn and toddler so trying on dresses is somewhat impossible...I can't get my hair done or anything to feel pretty because no one offers to help me or watch the kids because they all "have so much going on" for the wedding. It sounds ridiculous but I just sat here crying and feeling bad for myself I guess. Just feel forgotten all the time...