So it's the weirdest thing. I started working again this week, and it's horrible. The way this preschool's teachers…

So it's the weirdest thing. I started working again this week, and it's horrible. The way this preschool's teachers allow the kids to behave and treat the kids is absolutely ridiculous. It's not working out, so tomorrow I'm going to quit. What's so odd is this-

This preschool has an infant room and there are a few babies in there. When you're in there, you feed them bottles (among other things). Well in these two days I have fallen completely in love with two babies in particular. A little girl named Jordyn and a little boy named Francisco. And seriously, guys, I've been crying at the thought of leaving Francisco. This little guy is only a few months old and he lays on his back sucking on his pacifier and smiles as soon as he sees me. He still has that newborn cry and giggle. I was giving him his bottle and he just looked up at me with these big brown eyes and wrapped his little hand around my fingers.

I've known this child for two days and I'm close to tears thinking about the fact that I won't ever see him again. TWO DAYS. What is going on? I've never bonded like this with a child that wasn't my own.

Life can be so wonderfully weird.