Don't you wish you could disappear for ever ? Life has been to hard an lately am thank for I have my son with me ..he gives me a reason to be stronger ..but sometimes I just want to fall on my knees and call it quits
I am glad you find joy in being a mother. Is there anything that you can do to distract your mind from having those thoughts? Take advantage of exercising or yoga?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Am good ; now..sometimes my mind wonders but over all I always tend to go back in to my normal self :)