Trigger. Our precious boy

Last night, December 8th, 2015, at 9:58pm, our sweet precious baby boy was born sleeping. We spent 5 wonderful hours with him: holding him, talking to him, singing to him, mourning him, praying for him, and weeping over him.

So I have family members who smoke cigarettes and I'm so uncomfortable with the thought of them holding Isaiah.. like just don't hold him. I know its judgmental of me, but I went 9 months making him I have a right to say who gets to hold him or not. am I being snooty or?

Raptor is doing GREAT!! He is off of everything (as you can see :)) except for a feeding tube and an IV!! I got discharged today so I could get to my baby boy! I got to hold him skin to skin and it was the most amazing thing I have ever experienced.

well mommies and babies. I will be going to the hospital in 10 hours 😮

I am beyond excited too see my son and hold him and kiss him. And just be the best mommy I can be. please pray that the delivery goes smoothly. I am so nervous but in a good way 😀

goodnight lovelies 💗💗💗💗💗

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...