This may be a long post. So I've caught my boyfriend in numerous lies in the past year. Just the other weekend I seen he messaged some girl asking if she was single. Like why would you ask someone that? You have a little family at home. His excuse was he was drinking and does stupid things. So that makes me not able to trust him when he's drinking. I feel he does things behind my back, a lot of times I'm right. But wants to call me crazy? And clingy? And nosey? Damn right I am! But it's his fault he cannot be trusted. Guess he doesn't understand that. So when I question almost everything he gets pissy. Well maybe if I wouldn't catch you in lies I wouldn't have to question every little thing! This isn't fair to me or our son. I love this dude so freaking much, but it's killing me to stay with him. We've both done stupid things in the past. But this is the present, its time to grow up. We have a little boy and possibly another baby on the way. I did nothing to deserve such bullshit!!