Im gonna get bashed for this and i deserve it. But ive picked up smoking again. Not a ton but a few a day. I cant seem to quit.. i need help. My poor baby doesnt deserve this..
Its not that i want the nicotane. I just ceave the smoke taste
@twinmama8615 what about vaping? I heard some people do that to help themselves.
I struggled really bad but finally quit at 8 weeks but I still crave them and will even cave and smoke one even though it's been months since I quit. My biggest motivation is my aunt who smoked like normal her whole pregnancy and her kid has horrible issues now so I was terrified of that happening to my baby.
@twinmama8615 it deffently does! Just do your best hun, we all have to dance with the devil at times
@laciemarie i know i will. I hate smoking. But i crave the taste... makes it harder
@twinmama8615 i understand! Smoking is such a hard habbet to break! But once you do youll feel so much better about yourself 😊
@laciemarie im tryin so hard..
@laciemarie i would but i domt have money for that. The only reason i have smokes availiable is cause hubby smokes and i take some.
Im not bashing you, but im not going to say its okay. Do your best and get off of them ❤ when i found out i was pregnant i quit cold turkey and it was hard! Its been since Feb that i smoked and sometimes i still crave one. Be strong momma ❤
I won't bash you. If you want to talk or vent you can inbox me.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I quit cold turkey when I found out at 4 weeks and it was the hardest thing I have ever done. I think about smoking every time I eat, get in my car, or go outside. It's an extremely addictive habit and so hard to break. Just try your very best to distract yourself when you want one, that's what I have to do every day. Remember that it will be worth the struggle. Message me if you ever want to chat!