So i told a friend that i wanted to be on meds and he said why and i really had no answer so he told me that i didnt need to be on them because id know why and honestly i think thw reason is because im not happy im not happy with myself im not happy anywhere i go and i do nothing to change it. I used to think i was driven ambitious smart beautiful and now i hate everything about me and i do nothing about it but make it worse on myself. Just wanted to vent that 😔