@lilbensmomma thank you so much girly I do really appreciate it alot!! 😁😊 in am recovering girl im doing everything in my power to feel better my fiance works all day so the leaves about 9am and doesn't get back until like 10pm so I don't get to see in very much which rrslly makes me sad so I kind of have to cope on my on but yes girl ill have to do that my thing before was coming out into the balcony and just looking out side at ebrything but thats starting to not work so good anymore so I need to find another good solution!

That's what I'm here for girl🌸 anytime! & yay! I'm glad you're home doing better😌😌 just take deep breaths. What helps me when I'm about to have an anxiety attack is to focus on my 5 senses. What do I see?? What can I feel?? What can I taste?? What can I smell?? What can I hear?? I really hope you get to get some rest tonight and that you don't feel horrible anymore

@lilbensmomma thank you girl so much for talking with me tonight I am back home all the test came back really good which im so glad! bad to stay a little longer only because they were concerned about my heart rate it was still pretty high after liquids and the medicine they gave me to calm down but they said if it like keeps fluctuating then I can go home but if its staying at the same number then there would be a problem so I was hopeing and believing it would sloe down from what it was and it did! so im home now only thing is just am a lil nervous about trying to sleep and of my body will just force to keep me up so I hope after tonight ill have a good sleep girl! 😊

No problem momma. Us mommas gotta stick together❤ especially when it gets tough! Yeah I get them too it sucks like I wouldn't wish them on anyway!😭😭 but yeah I totally understand you. I don't want you to feel like you're alone because you're not. Especially at night it hits you the worse. But just remember you're not alone momma❤

@lilbensmomma thank you so much girl i so need someone i have my fiance but it sucks because he is alsahs working but yes thank you girl very much! and its so hard to tell girl if I do or not I mean I have all of the symptoms for it and plus I haven't been sleeping because of anxiety I get everyday or night /:

I'm here if you ever want to talk momma! & if you don't mind me asking.. Can it be ppd maybe??

@lilbensmomma thank you so much girly I really appreciate it im trying not to let fear in but its trying its hardest with me😖 I had to come to the hospital for this exact same thing in Jan and everything was normal but it just feels like its getting worse and worse in never was actually hospitalized for this long alreddy been here like 3 hours when I was just in and out earlier in Jan so now its like I need to know whats going on!

Stay strong momma. I know it's hard but it's not impossible. You got this & I'll keep you in my prayers🌸