All throughout my pregnancy, my husband only went to like 3 appointments, never really wanted to touch my belly unless I…

All throughout my pregnancy, my husband only went to like 3 appointments, never really wanted to touch my belly unless I made him, never talked to her or anything. He would always say, I'm just ready for her to be here. Well fast forward to her being here for a week already and he hardly wants anything to do with her. He's only held her a couple of times, fed her twice, never even thought about changing a diaper. If she's awake, he'll tell me I have something to tend to. I'm having to do everything. I hardly sleep at night because I'm the one getting up with her because he works, but if I try to take a nap during the day, he says I don't need to sleep all the time but yet he can nap whenever he wants to. Ever since she's been born, he's hardly had anything to do with me, and that was only to ask for head. I've found other females on his Snapchat that he's cheated on me with before and it's killing my self esteem. Plus I'm so depressed with how my life is going that I'm crying at the drop off a hat. Sorry for the long post, I just had to vent to someone since I have no friends. I'm always stuck at his parents house pretty much by myself with only my baby girl to talk to but that's okay cause she's all I'll ever need in life.