💜Almost 21 years old
💜Married September 10th, 2016
💜Found out we are pregnant on August 24th, 2016
💜Expecting Baby Bodie April 16th, 2017
💜 McKenzie Rayne Bodie born April 15th, 2017

Hardly get on here anymore​. I just got a lot going on right now and need someone to talk to.

I got the nexplanon implant put in on the 12th and she did my post partuam check up then- I was four weeks pp at that time. She said everything is looking good and I can go back to work. I was told that I would end up having a period in the first month with the implant. When I wiped, I had some pinkish discharge and I think I'm about to start my period. I forgot to ask if I can use tampons now, would it be okay to use them?

So my husband thinks I'm crazy but this depression has me thinking about a lot of things. I have seen too much tragedy in my lifetime and not having enough money to get things done like they should be. I am currently looking into life insurance, burial plots, and possibly caskets for the three of us. I realize things happen in a blink of an eye and I would like to know that we are taken care of in that department. My daddy didn't have any kind of life insurance so I don't know how we would have ...

Well, Just had to go pick Justin up from work cause he got fired. Now I really don't know what to do. Just another great addition added to my already high stress levels.

Forgot to set my alarm last night so Justin was a couple of minutes late to work. He woke up in a terrible mood saying he hates his life and that I somehow piss him off every day. Not once has he even mentioned mother's day. I already know he's not going to get me anything or us do anything special today like I had hoped since this is my first mother's day. I already have his father's day planned but I doubt I'll do anything for him since I'm the only one taking care of Kenzie. I'm just gonna st...

Asked my husband to watch Kenzie while I took a shower today at 12. I still have not had a shower yet cause he decided to take off all day. Now he's done drug both of us out of the house to go to a "family get together." Kenzie has had gas all day and threw up twice (on me) and I'm not feeling good and need a damn shower. Of course he doesn't care about any of that though, he has to have his way all the time.

All throughout my pregnancy, my husband only went to like 3 appointments, never really wanted to touch my belly unless I made him, never talked to her or anything. He would always say, I'm just ready for her to be here. Well fast forward to her being here for a week already and he hardly wants anything to do with her. He's only held her a couple of times, fed her twice, never even thought about changing a diaper. If she's awake, he'll tell me I have something to tend to. I'm having to do everyth...

I can not believe my baby is already a week old. I never believed it, but time does really fly by 😢

McKenzie Rayne Bodie decided to make her appearance on April 15th, 2017 at 2:06 am. Weighing 7 pounds and 1 oz and 19 3/4 long. Being in labor for almost 17 hours was totally worth it.

Finally made it to the hospital. They already put me in a labor room cause apparently I'm getting induced sometime today. I am so nervous but ready to see my baby girl💕