Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I'm back home from the hospital. It was a really long and hard weekend.I had my sweet baby boy. These are some of his things they gave him. That's the little hat they put on him and the little blanket they wrapped him up in. They also gave us the bear and keepsake box for his things.
so eddison woke up at 3 with a belly ache. I have him gas drops. he woke back up at 5 with a little poop still belly ache so I gave him more has drops. then at 630 he wakes up again with a belly ache. he finally pooped a little and I Dont think hes constipated bc its still the kinda diahreah breastmilk poop but his belly still hurts. I can tell by his squirming and stuff. but his belly shouldn't hurt for this long ???? it's been hours !
So my ex went to court and filed for visitation rights. I was served last week. I am not comfortable with our daughter being around him alone nor his mother which he lives with. I have proof of him asking me to take his drug test for his job for him in text messages and him texting me he was too high to drive and get our daughter milk. Is that enough to show the judge? As far as his mother she watches his son quite often and told us she gives him nighttime medicine if she has problems getting him to go to sleep at night. (Claims she did it with my ex when he was little too) And she FaceTimed us once mid day while taking his son back to his mother, she gave him night time medicine bc she didn’t want him talking the whole ride and wanted him to sleep. He was so out of it. It just scares me to leave her alone with them.
I feel so bad for my baby boy he did not want to go with his father tonight clung on to my mom and cried as soon as father picked him up and then his father did nothing to console him. He didn’t hug, kiss, pat nothing. No love what so ever ( like usual) I feel so guilty, like that breaks my heart my mom was crying when she told me cause she said it was awful and his father was so cold like he always is toward him and she felt so bad to send him off where he didn’t want to go 💔😥 but it’s like what kind of message is my two year old trying to tell us... like that’s not a good sign and my son is not like that ever with anyone.
