Is it PPD when you're so in love with your baby but have lost feelings for your significant other…

I believe it could be... it is something I would talk to your doctor about!

It doesn't feel like depression because I love my baby so much and love holding him, changing him and feeding him. I just really feel like i hate his dad. I feel like leaving with the baby. I feel like I've never loved him at all and I'm pretty sure I upset him by saying that and I don't really think I could take it back. I just really don't want to believe I have PPD

Did you feel that way before the baby was born?

I didn't in the beginning until like the 8th month. I just thought it was my pregnancy hormones. The day he was born, I felt love for him and then slowly started to lose the feelings again. I hope it's just hormones and not PPD. He is so great with the baby and he's always taken care of me. I wish I knew what it was and what can make the feeling go away.

That's how it is for me. A lot of my ppd is taken out on my SO. I absolutely love my baby exactly how you described, but I could care less if my SO was around. I go to therapy once a week because I've been trying to work on it, and I take medication now and it's made a world of difference for me. You can always message me if you need to chat, I know exactly what you're going through

Oh wow.. that's not good. I have been with my SO for 8+ years. Loss of sleep and exhaustion from our newborn has caused a couple arguments but I still am very much in love with him. He gave me a beautiful baby girl.. sounds messed up to me but I'm not gonna judge