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Ashley Adamson
Ashley Adamson
Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (29 нед.)

I just need to vent a little bit. This isn't mom related

I just need to vent a little bit. This isn't mom related

#vent I know that I face alot of issues having bipolar and anxiety and depression. I have always fought to keep friends. 👫. I'm a outgoing person and will give the shirt off my back for anyone. But lately I've started to wonder if it's just me as to why my friends always drop me like a bad habit. Am I too mental for them, am I not cool enough, is it because I can't work and make money so I'm always penniless? Why is it I can't keep friends is the question I repeatedly am asking myself... I can't find a reason. I don't beg from anyone, I do have to ask for rides sometimes because I have never been taught how to drive and don't have a vehicle. I was taught to never say no, and as a rule I don't say no to anyone. I even offer to help friends clean so I will have someone to hang out with and help them in the same breath. I don't lie to anyone and I just am at a loss for words to tell myself. I am a very depressed person because of this. I have no self esteem and self worth is at like a negative 100, I've changed myself for the better and now I can't figure out what to do to solve this issue. I can't take my meds because I'm pregnant and it's not allowed since it is a bad drug for pregnancy. If you have any advice please comment below. Thank you...

P.S. I just want to feel loved and needed.

It's making me cry because I just don't understand what am I doing so wrong to not be loved or liked by others. My family has already disowned me and I pretty much have noone already what's next

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musicash89

Ashley AdamsonМама сына (7 лет), беременна (29 нед.)

@motherpurgatory Ty.

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brianne

BrianneМама дочки (2 года)

@musicash89, that's so terrible. But don't apologize. I just relate so much to you. ❤❤

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musicash89

Ashley AdamsonМама сына (7 лет), беременна (29 нед.)

@motherpurgatory I'm in full give up mode. Sorry for mAking you cry, I can't help my tears Tho. Sometimes they just come without a notice. My best friend I've never met she's in new Jersey but I don't get to talk to her but maybe twice a week online and other than that she's all i got

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brianne

BrianneМама дочки (2 года)

I'm crying at this. I'm in the same boat. I suffer from severe depression, anxiety, and bipolar disorder as well as panic disorder. Since having my daughter, I've become quite the introvert. I have two best friends. One I live with (boyfriend's brother's girlfriend), and one I never get to see (lives about an hour away). We're all stay at home moms. So my best friend that I live with, we obviously talk every day. We have fun. But my other best friend falls through the cracks. I don't talk to her but maybe 2 times a month. If even that. I keep to myself and I shut people out. I hate myself for it. Hope things get better. ❤❤

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Hi I am into my 15 week now But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside…

Hi I am into my 15 week now But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though What should i do i am very confused Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights