Wearing my shirt hubby got made for me I miss my auntie so much wish I could visit heaven see her but I know she with me. Feel like crying when I think about her :(
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
FTM problems... So I've made it pretty clear that I want to buy my daughter her fist Halloween costume. Her babysitter/nanny keeps saying she wanted to make her one. I told her yesterday that I wanted to find her something that my SO and I could dress up as a family. So I told her I am going to get it. She just text me and said 'not trying to step on your toes but I bought her two costumes'. She does this all the time. Anytime I want to do the "first" things with her she immediately does it. It's making me sad. Like I wish I could quit my job and be home with her.
So someone contacted me waiting me to watch her son four days a week for $150/wk. I had to tell her that even if someone worked for $10/hr it only pays for a day and a half in my opinion? I mean maybe I’d do it for $300? But the $150 I just can’t see if being worth it to me
My baby girl does not let me do anything all day 😭 I'm lucky if everything is done before my s.o gets home , she cried so I pick her up to feed her and change her diaper and once she's on my breast she eats and I burp her put her down and she'll cry I get her again and she's on my breast not even latched on just smelling my boobs 😭 I'm like girl really lmao she wants me to carry her or be with her all day , girl I wish I could lmao
Ashley ·
Мама двоих (младенец), ждёт третьего
Listen to the song holes in the floor of heaven but make sure no one is around you will cry but it's an awesome song and it's a nice reminder that they are still watching us and they are i dont doubt it after what happened to me Wednesday
Loving My 3Boys·
Мама троих детей
Okay thanks @mommy2benntley my boyfriend saw me cry wen he gave me the shirt and he look at Mr said and said I'm sorry with a sad face and I know she watching me. I remember one day my boyfriend my brother and kids was playing Xbox and the lights wem off they was scared but I wasn't and a shadow walk by us and I knew it was my auntie I called her name it stop and then disappear
Loving My 3Boys·
Мама троих детей
@mommy2benntley that's a pretty song imma download it to my phone thanks again
Ashley ·
Мама двоих (младенец), ждёт третьего
No problem yeah they tell us we were driving and my light was green but something told me not to go so I listened and sure enough a car ran the light if I would have gone I would have been hit
Loving My 3Boys·
Мама троих детей
@mommy2benntley god was with u.
Ashley ·
Мама двоих (младенец), ждёт третьего
Yup for sure