I'm 9 weeks today and miserable. Why you ask? Because I am very emotional this time around and just am worried something will go wrong. I know once this baby is here it will be all good but I am depressed and was before I got pregnant. I was scheduled to go back on psych meds before I found out I was pregnant again but now since I am, I can't take anything. I see a therapist but there's only so much she can do. My SO is not being very understanding at the moment because he doesn't deal well with problems he can't fix. He seems to think I can snap out of it and just makes me feel worse for feeling this way. I feel crappy for feeling crappy. Some of my issue has to do with residual family issues and the fact my granny is almost 100 and has little time left and she's like the only mom figure I have. I just hate feeling this way...I should be grateful I'm pregnant but I just feel like crap.