My partner don't understand, he keeps calling me lazy and I'm scared that the way I feel will ruin our relationship

You can get antenatal depression...hun...i didnt bond properly with my daughter until she was at least 7 months old xx

Yeah if that would help.

Would you be open to go and talk to your gp about your feelings? @chasingheartsx x

The pregnancy was planned, we had been trying for 9 months before I concieved. I did have depression for a while when younger.

Perhaps it hasnt sunk in yet, did you not plan the pregnancy and also do you suffer with depression? All things could be why u feel like that @chasingheartsx