Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
i finally let him do it I finally let DF throw away my foundations. He says I look better without it. He said he hates seeing me cover my face with make up when I can just wear mascara and eyeliner. He says it makes me look fake and he said he's not saying it to be mean, hes saying it because he cares. Im glad he's real with me. He says I have natural beauty. He says he doesn't like it when I dye my hair or wear make up because he loves my natural beauty. I know some girls feel as though that they need make up but they don't. Make up to me is just to do it for fun and sometimes when I feel insecure. Hes the only man that has made me feel beautiful without my hair straightened, without make up on and in my baggy clothes. I can burp in front of him, I can do weird things in front of him, etc. He has taught me so many things in the last (almost) 3 years and im so grateful for him. He taught me how to make pork chops and steaks, how to play some videogames, how to make white rice, how to budget, etc.
Why can't other mom's just be there for other mom's and work together and help each other not bash other mom's because when other mom's bash other mom's it makes us feel like we aren't doing a good job at least that's how I feel when I get bashed.
I posted the day before yesterday about my friend.. & well....... her fiancé came over, AND she came alone 😐 we eat sit around and after awhile my husband takes him to the back & the next thing I know he’s coming in the house with a weird look on his face, asking her if there was something he should know, I instantly gets up just in case someone turns into a maniac....... well long story short he cried & told her how disloyal she is & how disappointed he was.. she’s crying asking me why would I do that.. I’m like 🤷🏽 ♀ it wasn’t right........ Our other friends are saying that he’s giving her a hard time and that he sleeping on the couch, not eating her food and won’t talk to her.. she’s not talking to me (of course) & I now feel like we could have handled it in a different manner ... idk seeing a grown man cry like he did was just heart breaking!
Tasha·
Мама двоих (младенец)
be honest with yourself ask yourself what is really making you depressed... Spitting on you is pretty dang low girl..if your not married to him id run. it will be tough for few days but you'll get better.
💕Vivian Aide Gonzalez 💕·
Once you realize how much Worth you are you will be able to stand in your feet and know what's best , what you deserv and your baby!
First comes you loving yourself girl, everything starts with YOU !
No one can save you until you realize that it's your battle ... trust me I was there, I didn't even had a kid with my ex and he threatened me that if I would leave him he would kill me and while he was doing that he was choking me and pulling me hair. I felt I had no scape !!!
I thought he was the only guy that would love me, besides him telling me that no one was ever gonna love me. And I felt so miserable I wanted to die. It seemed easier that way ... Girl you're not alone in this , I know you can help yourself and be free from what ever is pulling you down. There's so many ways to help yourself . From seeking help, reading things in your house, talking to s friend or family you can trust, seeking God, there's a way out !!! Don't get caught up in your feelings and emotions!
You're worth a lot. And deserv to be happy !