i feel depressed... i just want to be happy. but life wont let me. or my brain. or my MS or even myself.. i though the man i had a baby with loves me but when we fight he spit on me he has smacked me.. and now we r tryinh to work things out .. but i just feel depressed.. how can i trust a man that whatever i say will use it against me.. how can i leave this man and have a 4 month baby with him.. not only that he has 3 other children with2 other women.. so idk. advice.. just dont call me stupid...