I am in love with a guy that is jail at this moment and have been on and off for three going on four years n may he just got out of jail in August and went back in November for the same charge okay the first time he went to jail we wasn't together but we would still talk everyday but he left and went to someone's else and lived okay when he went to jail I was there every step the whole time he was in there okay so this time before he went jail we broke up over arguing all the time cause I thought he was cheating but wasnt come to find out but the only problem is he was all about the drug life not doing it until after he moved out once again but this time he didn't talk to for like two weeks before he went jail and the day after he went to jail he calls from there so I except it cause I love him dearly would do anything for this men and I ask him why you want to talk to me now why cause your in jail he said no I still do love you I just felt like you was getting in the way of my money and I told him you really hurt me to the point I don't feel the need to live and I cried for days on out and he said so do I I said how cause I try talking to you and you acting like you didn't care you can ask any of my friends so I did and they said all he did was talk about me but I still confused on how you can avoid me for weeks at a time and claim you love me the only thing I can give him he has never left for another girl or ever cheated on me once and he will do just about anything for me to a point but he is hard headed and it drives me crazy I told him this is it after this after you do this time and you get out and you come to my house I am not on no games you will not have no friends that I know is about to get you in some shit I can't and his family is not very supportive either just saying I love him but idk what to do any more I don't want to walk away cause my heart would shatter to pieces and sorry for so long it's been on my chest for ever now