So Christmas was yesterday for me and a co-worker of mine, who also had a miscarriage, had posted something about thinking of those of those who can't be with us on Christmas and I just balled... afterwards, I had a wonderful Christmas though. It was just hard cause I was picturing myself with a big belly full of twins and instead I was empty and 2 pieces of me are now missing... I know they were with me in spirit though... it was just difficult...