so my bf and i have been fighting.. a week straight.. pffff. i am so emotionally drained ..he expects me to have a…

so my bf and i have been fighting.. a week straight.. pffff. i am so emotionally drained ..he expects me to have a relaxed attitude for curtain situations. he has 3 otgee children 2 different mothers.. basically bossing him around. he is afraid if he says anything or pisses them off they wont let him c them.. whatever.. but they r not that bad just he always is all over the place.. we just had our baby. he had a fight about his attitude. then he said im no better.. like its been a week since we had sex. i feel sad and picked on. sometimes i will talk and he will be like. phhhhhh... wtf is that . like do i aggravate u. or like i am a drug addict. i have MS and i have medical mj card and helpz with. pain anxiety... funny thing is he smokes with me.. and the baby isin another room i have my baby monitor.. i am responsible... because i suffer rrom anxiety pannic attack. in a fight he used it against me because i threaten our relatioship. i will throw you under the bus about ur mentL illness wooow. this was a while ago. we fought one. and yes i have a mouth but dont touch me and come at my face.. like back off. he has smaked me.. we talked Bout it moved on but still i dont forget.. so you tell me how can i have a relaxed mood. between 2 baby mamas ordering him around. 4 kids total. i have ms.. i dont work have disAbility but my income is very low. he calles me names i call him name. this sucks. he makes me so sad..