My SO passed away shortly before I found out I was really pregnant. I get so sad, mad, so many mixed emotions throughout this pregnancy. I have had no emotional support from anybody. At first it was so bad his mother and her friends would say just mean, cruel things on face book. Got to a point where she just lies for the attention and empathy saying it was my fault and BLA BLA. The baby I'm carrying is his only seed he left behind and for people and her to disrespect me so badly really puts me down.