Today my husband and were talking about what birth control to use after Kaedynce is born. I'm so stressed about it because I've always had bad side effects to everything and I'm scared to death of being pregnant again because of everything we've been through with not only losing Elijah so horribly but the complications and constant stress with our daughter😓😔😣 ugh I don't want to take anything because I don't want my breastfeeding to be affected and I've heard stories about mothers who did fine until they got on something. I know it's not an option and I'm just miserable 😓😓😓