I feel so bad that I gave my baby a bottle it's just really hard to breast feed and she was getting frustrated and I just don't know what I'm doing. I feel like when we go home it'll be easier to try again but I just feel guilty
Aww don't feel guilty you got to do what you feel is best for baby. If that's what worked at that moment then it's what needed to be done. Maybe you will have better luck once you're home and are more comfortable and if not that's ok too. I know you were really looking forward to breastfeeding but don't beat yourself up. Don't cross it off just yet like I said once you're home things might get better. Does your hospital offer lactation specialist?
Get some support if needed or definitely talk to a lactation consultant your consultant can help you ... what I usually do is when I have time or if I feel like my breast are enlarged I pump and leave it in the fridge or freezer and just in case of Emergencies I have a bottle ready for her I have gotten to the point that my breast were producing much anymore so I have back ups now... but don't feel bad you have to do what you have to do with your baby