Been up all night being sick and sitting on the loo it's seems like every 3 days or so my body has a melt down for 2 days then I'm fine. feeling more emotional then ever I hardly get much sleep as it is. trying to stay positive as best I can crying to the oh begging him to pull a sicky but he won't he hasn't had a day off since he started the job I guess i should be greatfull his boss let's him shift his hours arnd on hospital app. At least today should bring some happiness parents evening at 3.40 I can't wait.