I know we don't talk anymore but if you need someone to talk to, I'm here

I feel u about mom friends. All my friends have girls. And my poor little boy is alllll boy so rough housing with girls doesn't really go well :/ get rest for ur depression. I get that way sometimes but I think it's just normal. Being an adult is hard but knowing u have that sweet little baby depending on u is all the motivation I need. U are their main support and even when u feel like falling apart it helps having a reason to fight those bad feelings away. That and Letting God help is the only way I've survived for the last four years haha

That sadly is what post partum depression can do, when you have a baby your body goes hormonal crazy because its trying to get back to normal, that is why sometimes meds can help tremendously until your body gets back to normal. Please make sure you speak to your doctor about it and be honest with them so they can give you the proper treatment. Good luck hunnie.

Yeah I keep telling myself "it'll get better it'll get better" and I love my daughter I love taking care of her I just hate myself. I've never had problems like this before. I'm always snapping at my husband and being hateful it's like I can't let myself be happy

Well this is definitely the app for that🙂 I am sorry you are feeling that way, you should also bring this up to your doctor because post partum depression can sprial really fast(speaking from experience). I hope you feel better soon❤