I honestly keep forgetting, well, keep blocking out the thought that i have to push this baby out of me.... Every Time i think or imagine her coming out its just me and my hubby going to the hospital and just picking her up if that makes sense Lol
#Terrified
its terrifying now but once you go into labor you'll forget it all and be so focused on having your baby! 😀
I haven't thought about it too much honestly, idk why.. I guess it's because I know our bodies were made to do this and I trust my instincts.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
So I just found out that my husband is sleeping with my sister and they are making fun of me.
FTM problems...
So I've made it pretty clear that I want to buy my daughter her fist Halloween costume. Her babysitter/nanny keeps saying she wanted to make her one. I told her yesterday that I wanted to find her something that my SO and I could dress up as a family. So I told her I am going to get it. She just text me and said 'not trying to step on your toes but I bought her two costumes'. She does this all the time. Anytime I want to do the "first" things with her she immediately does it. It...
My friend keeps trying to give me her hand me downs which is nice! And I love her for that, but this is my first baby I just want to buy things for my baby and experience baby shopping etc...maybe I’m just weird lol

Watch out ladies she just scorched me with her come back I might need some prayers ladies please and thanks 😂
I was so terrified too but it's really not that bad!