Glad my husband stepped up to make funeral arrangements. This time, I don't have to go with him to funeral home. He knows the drill. It's rinse and repeat--two Augusts in a row, 2015 and 2016. Both baby girls made it to 21 weeks and 3 days. Seriously, what are the odds of this?
Was discharged from hospital last night. Been home sleeping off Pitocin and whatever cocktail of meds they gave me for the birth. Then crying, lots of crying.
I would be so happy to be constantly nauseous, with painful backaches, soreness all over, sleep deprived, etc. just to have a baby born alive. I'd be so happy to be up all night, every night for weeks or months, with a fussy colicky living baby, changing leaking/poo filled diapers. I'd love to be worrying about whether she has had enough to eat or if she's warm enough or when that diaper rash will get better.
I didn't get the chance for any of that. I had to leave her tiny cold body at the hospital. Now the funeral home will come to pick her up. My husband just came back with a catalog for baby urns. Yes, there is actually a market for that. I'm going to look through that catalog now.
Hold on tight and be grateful for your little sweeties. And mommies, take good care of yourselves bc your babies need you.
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May God give you the strength to carry on, I'm so very sorry.
There is nothing I can say to make the pain go away... be strong and sorry you have to go thru this
I'm so sorry for your loss, I can't imagine going through what you have, sending prayers and thought your way.
I can't imagine the heartbreak you are going through. I wish words existed that would comfort you. Please know we are here for you. If you ever need anything or just someone to talk to, we are here. *hugs*
OMG you just broke my heart in a million pieces. I am so sorry for the pain you are going thru so sorry your beautiful babies are gone. I don't know the feeling but I can't fathom it either. I pray for strength and healing over you and your husband and i ask God to send you both that angel you both deserve. in your words I see you make one heck of a Mom and I pray God opens up the heavens and sends you another one of his angels to nurture. may your baby rest eternally once again I'm so sorry.
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I'm incredibly sorry :,( my thoughts, prayers and condolences to you times a million <3 I hope you find peace soon.