Miscarriage @ 10 weeks in 2009.

Preterm baby boy @ 21 weeks in 2010; Bb had hydrocephalus and physical abnormalities.

Preterm baby girl @ 21 weeks in August 2015; incompetent cervix.

Preterm baby girl @ 21 weeks on August 18, 2016; incompetent cervix with cerclage placed at 15 weeks combined with strict bed rest and 200mg progesterone suppositories.

Glad my husband stepped up to make funeral arrangements. This time, I don't have to go with him to funeral home. He knows the drill. It's rinse and repeat--two Augusts in a row, 2015 and 2016. Both baby girls made it to 21 weeks and 3 days. Seriously, what are the odds of this?

Was discharged from hospital last night. Been home sleeping off Pitocin and whatever cocktail of meds they gave me for the birth. Then crying, lots of crying.

I would be so happy to be constantly nauseous, with painful...

That was fast and painful.

10:10pm - Water broke at home
11:00pm - Checked into hospital
1am - Cerclage removed
1:45 am - Started IV bag
2:30am - Given vaginal suppository medication to induce pregnancy
4am - Induction medication hit me hard with fast and super painful medication. 4:30am - My tiny girl was born and I got to hold her tight away. Placenta still lodged inside.
6am - Given more meds to induce contraction to get placenta out. Given even more meds to stop bleeding. There were mult...

Water broke tonight at 21 weeks. The situation sucks. At hospital and Dr says there is no way for baby to make it bc she can't survive without the fluid. No chance to save poor babe.

So devastated. Just had checkup with obgyn and it looks like membrane broke through cerclage. Going to hospital tomorrow to be monitored; if they see I'm having contractions, they will induce labor. This sucks.

In constant fear of going into preterm labor, so I just got the Hypnobabies-Baby Stay In MP3. Going to listen to it tonight. Anyone use this before? Does it really work??

Anyone else here on strict bedrest? I've been on strict bedrest since 3 weeks ago, now 20 weeks pregnant and have to stay in bed until December (if I'm lucky enough for baby to stay in). Had a cerclage at 15 weeks, and cervix is completely effaced and funneling already. Depressed and worried because I'm not sure baby will make it that long. I really hope so, but nothing I can do except stay stress free. Anyone else in similar situation? Thanks