Мама сына (1 год)

my favorite eyeliner went missing like 2 weeks ago.. good thing I had 2 of them but the one I had was almost empty, and…

my favorite eyeliner went missing like 2 weeks ago..

good thing I had 2 of them but the one I had was almost empty,

and they're sold out so I was starting to freak out..

but yesterday while I was doing my make up, my son was playing in the room and out of nowhere he comes to me and he has my eyeliner on his hand and he hands it to me, and I took it thinking it was the one I was using, turns out it was the one missing and I was sooo happy but SO confused Cuz I don't know where he got it from, 😂😂😂

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

So I had my baby at 12:46am but I’m asking for prayers or any good vibes sent my baby & my way. I had to have an…

So I had my baby at 12:46am but I’m asking for prayers or any good vibes sent my baby & my way. I had to have an emergency csection (never had one before either so still freaking out that I had one) because my placenta abrupted & now they transferred my baby to another hospital to give him care that this hospital doesn’t provide since he can not breathe on his own and he is going to be getting blood transfusions as well & they are saying it can go either way for my baby and I’m literally heartbroken and had no where to let out this except to you mommies on here that have been so helpful and supportive and positive to me.. I’m sharing a picture of him but he is hooked up to machines.. please keep my baby in your good thoughts & that he’ll pull through.. the most traumatizing experience I’ve ever had & I’m so worried about my little baby..

I am so stressed right now!!!

I am so stressed right now!!! My OB doesn’t want to take me anymore because I am too “high risk” so I got a new one they don’t want to see me either. They referred me to a group one hour way from my house. But there is only one high risk dr and he doesn’t know if he could see me. I feel like I should not see any at this point.

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a…

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.

I just want his arms wrapped around me one last time and hear words come out of his mouth that arent true "I love you"..…

I just want his arms wrapped around me one last time and hear words come out of his mouth that arent true "I love you".. I miss him so bad. My first love! My first relationship! He was many of my first and I know today isnt even the hardest day yet.. I literally hate that I love him so much.